you know who you are. they know who you are.

3:30: the hardest decision I've ever had to make; was made.
4:30: the beginning of the end.
4:45: you kick me while I'm down.
6:30: received a very; very hurtful email. I'm almost hoping you didn't write it, because the person I heard was not the person I let carry my heart for 2 years.

I hate what I had to do. I hate it. hate it. hate it. But it needed to be done. It's just not fair for us to continue on a path that's only sinking deeper and deeper into nothing.

call me names. tell me how awful I am. say how hurt you are.
but " I wasted two years "
that hurt.

But you're angry; it's okay. I get it.

One day you'll realize I'm not the end of your world. One day you won't be angry. One day you won't hate me. One day will soon become just, one day.

I'm so sorry.

ps. a list of things you hate about me. not helping. fuck.

tornado tornado. hurricane hurricane.
....waiting for the sunrise is the hardest part.