countdown number twohundredandtwentyseven.

HOLY SHIT. 37 DAYS.



yes.

SHOTGUN.

ramble ramble.


today was a great day. the past didn't erupt (as it normally does). I hated you for a solid 15 minutes; it felt really good, why? because it gave me confidence = " you're to good for him" Mmm. I love you, because you're always right.

LMFAO: danny, it did not go up in flames, but I sure did: only because I had to resist certain urges (yeah, you know.) ONE WITH THE EARTH

I feel like nothing I have to say is valid.
oh I'm applying for the casino, to be a dealer, a blackjack dealer; motherfucker.

I want to more. I want to give you a chance. I think you're worth it.

intoxication is medication; so is mcdonalds.

URGH. hoorah.

intervention.

you are all so fantastic.
god, I love you.


today I got paid to sleep. today I relapsed. today I fell on my knees. today I wanted more. today the dust was disrupted.

Mmm hippy tits?

hey folks, it's been a while!


lately I feel like I've had nothing really concrete to cook up for you gents. So I'm going to sit here, at two in the a.m. and just blurb out (and possibly backspace out) whatever comes to mind:

Minneapolis was GLORIOUS. despite my struggles, I managed to let it only affect me in my dreams. I successfully put everything aside so that I could fully appreciate the time I was given to spend a solid four days with three other fantastic females. on that note:

ONSTAR SAVED OUR LIVES.

I don't think I can truly depict exactly how AMAZING this new god sent tool we have developed in today's day and age is; not a problem m'am. not a problem. Acting like a 13 year old girl for an evening was deliciously refreshing(mm. had to. great combo in words.) except it was humorous to see all the young girls moms pull the "ear muffs" moves on their children when one of the bands said the following:
"not only will I take off my shirt if you take off yours, but I will fuck you in the mouth."

priceless.

all in all: it was a great time. thanks girls.

THE AFTERMATH.

today: I pulled a very bold and stupid move. Several in fact. God I wish I wasn't so stupid sometimes, I was doing so well! keeping to myself is not one of my strongest characteristics.

I don't want to be bold, I want to be italic(hah. what? mmhmm.)
I tried, I fucking tried.

FAIL.


maybe next time?


oh, ps. how amazing is it that after we speak of connected energy, it proves itself right before our eyes?

crouching tiger, hidden dragon.

you're a success, you truly are.
notre deuxième fois était un grand succès.
there's only one problem: you want more then I do.
I'm going to disappoint you; I know I am. I wish I wasn't, because I really really like you.
but c'est la vie, n'es pas? nous verrons.

secondly,
I watched Sex Drive this evening which featured the big F.O.B.
officially on my top 5 funniest movies of all time, why? because of the perverted humor.
I=huge perv. ding ding!

I am super stoked to spend money on clothes I'm going to love for a solid 5 months; as opposed to two weeks.
oh the expensive tastes of the female divas that raid our streets.
speaking of divas, I'll be hitting up the big US this weekend with four beautiful girls.
I love my girl time, I THRIVE FOR IT.
because fuck you boys, suckittome. period.

blurb. BLURB AGAIN.

am I on crack?

... probably.

ps. "I'm into you... and I'm hard." LMFAO. bitches.

we have take off.

bah! ah. HA!

life is good.

you pulled a low blow in the beginning.
you're lucky you're adorable and make me laugh like nobody's business.



love always,

PG - 13.

out.

a little bit of riddim makes the world go round.

so, lately I've been REALLY enjoying Michael Franti.
I don't know what it is; he blew my mind, no, SHIFTED MY BRAIN Folkfest of 07'.

and POP he comes up on the radio; I reminisce.

THUS!

I'm sharing with you just exactly how fantastic he is.
AND! how I want to live in a town where public street dancing is a common occurrence.

ps. 63 DAYS LADIES AND GENTS!

joy and pain; sunshine and rain.

just when I thought today could not possibly get any better:

IT DID!

serious thanks to all the beautiful people that participated in tonight's phenomenal dance party.

pull er' over.

shit son. there were so many mixed patterns during last nights events, nothing really matched. But it all came together so perfectly.

I'm happy chances were given and friends were made.

grandma said something really sad today: urgh, I don't want you to be alone anymore. loss of a mind is loss of life. It just isn't fair anymore.

multicolored jelly beans sit on the passenger seat floor; I smile.

got pulled over for the first time EVER today; ran a stop sign. shit.
"because your record is clean, and you have a positive attitude, I'm going to let you off with caution for today."
fuck. yeah. who says I'm not just another pretty face?

spent an afternoon on the new balcony, it was beautiful out. who needs medication when monsieu soleil is at your side?

the domo boys hooked me up hard on the glassware today; wine glasses are to be collected soon.
(you're welcome megan baby.)

michael franti was on the radio today: punch dance!

I LOVE TODAY!